by Christian International | May 7, 2025 | Articles
You may feel stuck… but what if this is actually growth?
When I was a child, I struggled in school. My two older brothers made straight A’s, but I had a hard time. Reading and comprehension didn’t come easily. It wasn’t until my sophomore year of high school that I was diagnosed with dyslexia. By then, I had already figured out how to get by—and with God’s grace, I graduated.
Because academics didn’t come naturally, I leaned into relationships and social skills. I remember a vivid moment in Bible college. My brother Tom, his girlfriend Jane (now wife), and I all studied hard for a test. We knew the material. But when the grades came back, they both received A’s—I got a D. I was devastated. I cried. I knew the answers—I just couldn’t process the written test the same way.
Even now, I still wrestle with fear when reading Scripture aloud during a sermon. That fear has tried to hold me back more than once.
But I take comfort in Moses’ story. When God called him, Moses responded, “I am not eloquent… I am slow of speech and of tongue” (Exodus 4:10, NKJV). God didn’t rebuke him—He reassured him. If God could use Moses with his limitations, He can use us too.
Over the years, I discovered that I’m more comfortable writing than speaking. I even wrote a book, Stewarding Your Best Life, and now I write articles to strengthen others in their walk with God. His strength truly is made perfect in our weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9).
Everyone Grows at a Different Pace
Not everyone learns the same way. Some things come easily to others, but that doesn’t mean you’re behind. We’re all growing—but we’re growing differently. That’s why Scripture tells us:
“Therefore encourage one another and build one another up…” —1 Thessalonians 5:11
“Judge not, that you be not judged.” —Matthew 7:1
Dyslexia taught me this personally. I don’t catch subtle hints. I take things literally. When people say, “You knew what I meant,” I often didn’t. I only knew what they said. It’s not rudeness—it’s wiring. God made me this way. And He equips each of us uniquely for the call on our life (Hebrews 13:21).
The Stages of Spiritual Growth
The rhythm of the Kingdom is this: bottom to top… and then back to the bottom again. But each time, at a higher level.
My mom wrote a book, God’s Tests Are Positive, that outlines the stages of growth in life—and it mirrors our spiritual journey so well.
- Baby Stage – You cry, and someone comes. No one expects maturity. Everything is done for you.
- Toddler Stage – Now you’re being trained. Throwing tantrums and making messes are no longer excused. Not rejection—it’s preparation.
- Kindergarten – You start learning how to sit still, listen, and pay attention.
- Elementary School – Tests are introduced. You take them, pass them, and advance. You’re taught the basics—like math. Then math gets harder. Same subject, different depth.
By 5th grade, you’re the top of the class. You feel confident, capable. But then comes…
- Middle School – And you’re back at the bottom. The rhythm resets. You learn to navigate more complexity—new social dynamics, new academic demands. Same subjects, but deeper content.
Then you rise again—until you’re the leader of the school—an 8th grader. Top dog.
- High School – But guess what? Freshman again. Bottom rung. New environment. New pressure. But also, new opportunity. Each level requires more of you, even if you’re covering familiar ground. Algebra becomes calculus. Reading becomes critical thinking. What used to stretch you now feels basic.
And when you graduate?
- College or Career – You start again. Freshman. Entry-level. Bottom of a new system. But this isn’t failure—it’s growth. It’s the rhythm of development. Bottom to top, over and over again. But every time, you’re going higher.
This is why the same lessons will revisit you in new ways. Because you’re not just repeating—you’re being refined. Trained. Elevated.
“Study to show yourself approved unto God…” —2 Timothy 2:15
“When I was a child, I spoke as a child… but when I became a man, I put away childish things.” —1 Corinthians 13:11
Be Encouraged—You’re Still Growing
No matter where you are—just starting, in transition, or leading—you’re still being transformed into the image of Christ (Romans 8:29). And that process often looks like being humbled… again.
If you’re struggling, you’re not disqualified. God provides help. He sends people. He uses tools. I rely on my team and technology to help me communicate. And there’s no shame in that. Iron sharpens iron (Proverbs 27:17).
Don’t let fear, shame, or comparison keep you from stepping into what God has called you to do. You may feel like you’re at the bottom—but you’re not stuck. You’re growing. You’re advancing to the next level.
“But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord,
are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory…” —2 Corinthians 3:18
This is the rhythm of Kingdom growth. From bottom to top… and higher every time.
by Christian International | Apr 2, 2025 | Articles
Finding Our True Identity in Christ
In today’s world, identity is a major topic of discussion. People often ask, “What do you identify as?” or “Where do you find your identity?” The concept of identity shapes how we see ourselves and how we interact with the world around us.
What is Identity?
The dictionary defines identity as “the distinguishing character or personality of an individual.” But as Christians, our identity is not rooted in worldly definitions—it is found in Christ. We are continually transitioning into His likeness and image (2 Corinthians 3:18).
Where Do We Find Our Worth?
It’s natural to find comfort and security in the roles we hold. Personally, I have found great joy and purpose in being a mother and grandmother. My family, my parents, brothers, children, and grandchildren—has been a source of stability and strength for me.
However, Jesus gives us a sobering reminder in Matthew 10:37:
“He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.”
This does not mean we should love our families any less, but rather, that our ultimate worth, security, and trust must be found in Christ alone.
Identity Built on the Fruit of the Spirit
Our character and identity as believers are shaped by the fruit of the Spirit:
“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.” — Galatians 5:22-23
Some people find their identity in wealth, success, or recognition. Others build their worth on titles and positions—whether in ministry or the corporate world. But being a pastor, evangelist, teacher, prophet, or apostle is not an identity; it is a calling. These roles are responsibilities given by God for the purpose of perfecting and equipping the saints for the work of the ministry. (Ephesians 4:11-12).
Likewise, positions such as CEO, manager, supervisor, or leader in any field can be blessings. However, if our security is found in promotions, financial success, or public acknowledgment, we will always be left wanting. Instead, we are called to do everything unto the Lord:
“And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men.” — Colossians 3:23
A Testimony of True Identity
My father, Bishop Bill Hamon, gave his life to Jesus at a small brush arbor meeting with just a few teenagers in an open field in Oklahoma. The woman who ministered that night may never have known the impact of her obedience. If her identity had been based on large crowds, financial support, or public recognition, she might have felt like a failure.
But because her identity was in Christ, her worth was found in His grace and mercy. And in the end, her reward in heaven will be just as great as my father’s—because she was faithful to her calling. This is the essence of finding our fulfillment in God rather than in earthly success.
You never know if that one person you are talking to and helping will change thousands of lives. God has called us to be obedient in the seemingly small things as much as the seemingly large more noticeable things. Obedience will help to form our character and our identity.
The Danger of Misplaced Identity
When we place our identity in people, fame, fortune, or material possessions—even in our families and mentors—we will inevitably face disappointment. These things are temporary, but our identity in Christ is eternal.
My True Identity
At the end of the day, I identify as a Christian—someone who is being transformed into the likeness and image of Christ. From glory to glory, I seek to reflect His character through the fruit of the Spirit in my life.
May we all find our true identity, worth, security, and purpose in Him alone.
by admin | Nov 13, 2024 | Articles
Recently, I attended a celebration of my dad, Bishop Hamon’s 70 years of ministry and 90 years of life. During that time, I had a rare moment alone with Gordon Robertson, something unusual as I’m not usually the one hosting guest speakers. As we talked, Gordon remarked, “Oh, you’re the missing child.” This statement lingered with me, and as I prayed about its meaning, I sensed God giving me deeper insight.
Throughout the Bible, there are numerous accounts of children who seemed to be forgotten or overlooked, yet later emerged as central figures in God’s plan. These stories reveal that even when someone is left out, rejected, or underestimated, their destiny is often far greater than what others perceive. Two of the most notable examples are David, the shepherd boy who would become king, and Joseph, sold into slavery by his brothers, but destined to save them. These narratives follow a divine pattern where God brings forth greatness from obscurity. Let’s delve into these and other biblical stories of “missing” children who later fulfilled their God-given destinies.
David: The Overlooked Shepherd Who Became King
David’s story is a classic example of someone initially dismissed. When the prophet Samuel arrived to anoint one of Jesse’s sons as Israel’s next king, David wasn’t even invited to the gathering. His father paraded his seven older sons before Samuel, assuming one of them would be chosen. But none were God’s choice.
Samuel then asked, “Are these all the sons you have?” Only then did Jesse mention David, the youngest, who was out tending sheep (1 Samuel 16:11). Brought in from the fields, David was unexpectedly anointed as Israel’s future king. Though overlooked by his family, he was not forgotten by God.
David’s anointing speaks a profound truth: God sees potential where others do not. Though he was the youngest and least likely candidate, David went on to defeat Goliath, unify Israel, and establish a royal lineage that would lead to Jesus. His story is a powerful reminder that God’s plans often defy human expectations.
Joseph: The Forgotten Brother Who Became a Savior
Another powerful example is Joseph, the favored son of Jacob. His brothers, jealous of their father’s affection for him, sold Joseph into slavery and led Jacob to believe he was dead. For years, Joseph was “missing” from his family’s life, enduring hardship as a slave and later as a prisoner in Egypt.
Yet, as Joseph later told his brothers, “What you meant for evil, God meant for good” (Genesis 50:20). In time, Joseph rose to become second in command of Egypt, overseeing the nation’s resources during a severe famine. When his brothers came to Egypt seeking food, they did not recognize the brother they had once betrayed. But Joseph, filled with mercy, chose forgiveness over revenge, ultimately saving his family and being restored to them.
Joseph’s story is one of divine providence. Though forsaken by his family, God had a greater purpose for him. His journey shows us that, even in the darkest times, God’s plan is still unfolding, often hidden until the appointed time.
Moses: The Hidden Child Who Became a Deliverer
Moses was also a child who was “missing,” though in a different way. Born during Pharaoh’s decree that all Hebrew male babies be killed, Moses’ mother hid him for as long as she could. Eventually, she placed him in a basket and set him adrift on the Nile, where he was found and raised by Pharaoh’s daughter.
Though Moses grew up away from his people, God would later call him back to deliver the Israelites from Egyptian bondage. From the burning bush, God commissioned Moses to confront Pharaoh and lead His people to freedom. Like David and Joseph, Moses’ early removal from his family did not hinder him from playing a critical role in God’s redemptive plan.
Jephthah: The Rejected Son Who Became a Leader
The story of Jephthah, found in Judges 11, is another example of a child rejected by family, only to be called back for a greater purpose. Born to a prostitute, Jephthah was driven out by his half-brothers, who refused to share their inheritance with him. In exile, Jephthah became a leader of a band of outlaws.
When Israel faced oppression by the Ammonites, the elders sought Jephthah’s help. Despite his earlier rejection, Jephthah returned and led Israel to victory, becoming one of the judges who governed the nation during that time.
Samuel: The Child Dedicated and Called by God
Samuel’s story is unique in that he wasn’t physically “missing,” but his destiny was overlooked by others. Dedicated to the Lord by his mother, Hannah, Samuel grew up under the care of Eli the priest. Though he lived in the temple, Samuel’s prophetic calling was not immediately recognized.
One night, God called to Samuel as he slept. After several failed attempts to understand the source of the voice, Eli realized it was the Lord. From that point on, Samuel became a key prophet, eventually anointing both Saul and David as kings. Samuel’s life illustrates that even when others don’t see our potential, God’s calling remains true.
Conclusion: The Divine Pattern of Restoration
These biblical stories reveal a recurring theme of children who were overlooked, rejected, or forgotten, only to be restored and called to a higher purpose. David was left in the fields, Joseph was sold into slavery, Moses was hidden away, Jephthah was cast out, and Samuel was initially unrecognized. Yet, in each case, God orchestrated their return to the forefront to fulfill their destinies.
These stories remind us that God’s timing and plans often transcend our understanding. Even when we feel overlooked or insignificant, we can trust that God sees us and has a purpose for our lives. The “missing” child may be out of sight for a time, but in God’s eyes, they are never truly forgotten. When the time comes, they will be called forth to fulfill their destiny.
