by Christian International | Sep 10, 2025 | Articles
YOU ARE ENOUGH
As Christians, we often wrestle with the nagging lie that we don’t measure up. Feelings of inadequacy creep in and whisper that we’re not smart enough, strong enough, holy enough, or simply… enough. Yet the Word of God reminds us again and again: in Him, we already are enough.
From the time I was a little girl, I struggled to believe that truth. Growing up, I often felt like I didn’t measure up. My brothers excelled in school, while I silently battled undiagnosed dyslexia until high school. I was the youngest and only daughter, naturally shy, easily intimidated, and always comparing myself to others. Later in life, the wounds cut even deeper. I endured verbal, emotional, and physical abuse that left scars on my self-worth. I faced betrayal so personal it shook me to the core, convincing me I was unworthy and that I would never measure up.
I was the first in my family to go through a divorce, left raising four children alone. That same year, the joy of becoming a grandmother was overshadowed when my first grandchild was born with a severe heart condition requiring open-heart surgery. As all this unfolded, I relocated closer to family and began working at Christian International. The whirlwind of transition, responsibility, and heartbreak left me buried under a sense of overwhelming inadequacy.
But God.
In the middle of my brokenness, God began to show me, “I made you. And because I made you, you are enough.” Psalm 139:13 (NIV) declares, “For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.” From the very beginning, God designed me with intention and purpose. Even when I doubted myself, He looked past my weakness and saw my heart. 1 Samuel 16:7 (NIV) reminds us, “The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”
Scripture shows us again and again that every person has shortcomings, yet God still chooses to use us when our hearts are surrendered to Him. Romans 3:23 (NIV) says, “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” But God doesn’t leave us there. 1 John 1:9 (NIV) promises, “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” And John 3:17 (NIV) reassures us, “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.” The truth is simple: in Christ, there is no condemnation, only restoration.
Time and again, prophetic words I’ve received or spoken over others have started with, “God has made you unique.” And it’s true. None of us share the same DNA or fingerprints. Romans 9:20 (NIV) asks, “But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God? Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘Why did you make me like this?’” When we criticize ourselves, we are indirectly suggesting that God made a mistake. Yet He makes no mistakes. Genesis 1:27 (NIV) assures us, “So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them.”
And still, in hard seasons, we often meet our own “Job’s friends”—people who criticize, slander, or gossip. But the Word is clear: Psalm 101:5 (NIV) warns, “Whoever slanders their neighbor in secret, I will put to silence; whoever has haughty eyes and a proud heart, I will not tolerate.” Instead of tearing down, we are called to build up. Paul exhorts us in Philippians 4:11 (NIV): “I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.”
The Christian journey is not about perfection or speed, but endurance. Hebrews 12:1 (NIV) declares, “Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.” Along my path, I’ve stumbled, fallen, and needed God’s redirection. Yet each time, He reached down, lifted me up, and set me back on course.
Jesus warned us in Luke 6:37 (NIV): “Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.” Paul echoed in Galatians 5:26 (NIV): “Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.” Today, social media tempts us with endless comparison to polished images of “perfect” lives. But behind many of those smiles are hearts desperate for love, healing, and encouragement.
God reminds us over and over: “We are more than conquerors” (Romans 8:37). We “can do all things through Christ” (Philippians 4:13). And “If God is for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31). Yet so often, the fiercest voice disqualifying us is our own.
Even Moses felt the sting of inadequacy. Exodus 4:10-11 (NIV) tells us, “Moses said to the Lord, ‘Pardon your servant, Lord. I have never been eloquent… I am slow of speech and tongue.’ The Lord said to him, ‘Who gave human beings their mouths? Who makes them deaf or mute? Who gives them sight or makes them blind? Is it not I, the Lord?’” God had confidence in Moses when Moses had none in himself. And God still chose him.
Beloved, our confidence is not in ourselves, but in the God who formed us. Jesus died for us exactly as we are, paying a price we could never pay. Salvation cannot be earned—it is given by grace. And in that grace, we find rest.
So hear this truth: in Christ, you are chosen, you are called, and you are enough.
by Christian International | Aug 14, 2025 | Uncategorized
As Christians, we are often taught to serve, to sacrifice, and to press on. Some of us were born into ministry, dedicated our lives to Christ at a young age, and have lived immersed in the work of the Kingdom. I asked Jesus to be Lord of my life when I was three, and I was filled with the Holy Spirit at six. From a preacher’s kid to a minister’s wife, and now a full-time ministry leader, I’ve heard countless sermons on God’s love, peace, grace, discipline, faith, and perseverance. But sermons on rest? Those are rare, yet rest is just as essential as every other part of the Christian life.
Yet Scripture begins with God Himself modeling rest:
Genesis 2:2 (NIV)
“By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work.”
God didn’t need to rest; He chose to. Not out of exhaustion, but as an example to us. He built rest into the rhythm of creation because He knew we would need it for our bodies, minds, and spirits. Rest is not a reward after you’ve earned it; rest is a rhythm you live in because God established it. Even your body lives by this design: your heart pauses in a tiny silence between beats; your lungs linger at the top of a breath before releasing; your muscles rebuild while you sleep; your mind resets as you step away from the noise. Trees rest from producing leaves in the fall and winter.
Sabbath Is Holy
Exodus 20:8–10 (NIV)
“Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a sabbath to the Lord your God. On it you shall not do any work…”
This is not a mere suggestion, it is the fourth commandment. Rest isn’t just sleep. It includes spending time with family, enjoying the Lord’s presence, or doing something that refreshes you. Some days, I take a quiet, mental-health day, not to escape responsibility but, just to decompress and realign. And that’s not lazy; it’s obedience. Sabbath is how we say with our time and calendar what we believe with our mouth: God is Lord, not our workload.
Psalm 23:1–3 (NIV)
“The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul.”
Matthew 11:28–30 (NIV)
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest… you will find rest for your souls.”
The Christian walk includes rest because rest is sacred. When we stop striving, we learn to trust. And in trusting, we experience God’s peace. The Shepherd doesn’t drive us; He leads us and sometimes He “makes us lie down” because He loves us. Picture it: like a weary traveler lowering a heavy pack, you set your burdens down and finally breathe.
While You Rest, God Builds
Genesis 2:21–22 (NIV)
“So the Lord God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep… Then the Lord God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man.”
Even the creation of Eve came while Adam was at rest. Some of God’s greatest works happen not while we labor, but while we rest in Him. When we rest, God works on our behalf, healing, restoring, and providing. Adam slept, and God was fashioning his family. While you rest, let God build your home, your clarity, your strength. Your soul and body need rest. Resting is taking care of yourself. Enjoying life is a form of rest. Enjoying the people God placed in your life restores your soul. Your brain quiets its clutter; your immune system strengthens; your body is renewed as you sleep. In rest, God is not passive; He is powerfully active on your behalf.
Matthew 6:26 (NIV)
“Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?”
Rest is an act of faith. If God provides for the birds, how much more will He take care of us, our families, our finances, our future? Rest says, “Father, You’ve got this—so I will set it down.” Rest is how we let go so God can lift.
Hebrews 4:9–10 (NIV)
“There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works, just as God did from his.”
There’s a saying: You work and God rests, or you rest and God works. Choosing rest means choosing to believe that God’s got it. Healing requires rest. When our bodies are sick, resting helps us heal. Clarity comes in rest. And God speaks in rest, sometimes in dreams, sometimes in stillness. If you feel foggy, frantic, or frayed, your next breakthrough may be on the other side of a God-ordained rest.
Ephesians 2:8–9 (NIV)
“For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast.”
We don’t earn salvation, healing, or provision by striving. Christ accomplished it all at the cross. Now we walk in it—not by toil, but by trust. Grace frees you from performing for what Jesus already purchased. Rest is how grace becomes your pace.
Colossians 3:23–24 (NKJV)
“And whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ.”
As believers, let’s embrace rest, not as weakness but as worship. Rest is holy. Rest is faith. Rest is obedience. And in rest, we are renewed—in body, mind, and spirit—by the One who invites us to lay down our burdens and simply trust.
This week, choose one act of holy rest (and make it tangible):
•Do something you enjoy for the enjoyment of it
• Share a meal with close family and friends, enjoying each other’s presence.
• Turn off the noise, darken the room, and take a true nap.
by Christian International | Jun 30, 2025 | Articles
On May 23, I was blessed to welcome my eighth grandchild, Sylas. The miracle of birth is truly amazing and a beautiful reminder of God’s creative power.
In the womb, a baby is protected, surrounded by fluid, receiving continual nourishment, and everything it needs from the mother. All the while, the baby is growing into the likeness and image of its parents, maturing and preparing for the next stage of life. In many ways, this is how our Christian journey unfolds—we are growing daily into the image of Christ as we prepare for eternity.
Then, in just a few short hours, everything changes. The baby is thrust from that safe, familiar environment into a new world—breathing air, no longer protected by fluid, now needing to cry for nourishment, completely dependent on others to care for and protect them. This mirrors the believer’s transition from this earthly life into the glory of heaven.
My mother once had a revelation that this is what it may be like to die and go to heaven. While we are on earth, we are maturing and growing into the likeness and image of Christ Jesus. One day, just like a baby leaving the womb, we will leave this world and be thrust into an entirely new and glorious heavenly realm.
The difference between the womb and the world is immense, but so is the difference between this world and heaven. Just as a baby cannot comprehend what life outside the womb will be like, we cannot fully comprehend what heaven will be like.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.” – Isaiah 55:9
“And just as we have borne the image of the earthly man, so shall we bear the image of the heavenly man.” – 1 Corinthians 15:49
Trying to understand God and the spiritual realm with our natural minds is like an ant trying to understand a satellite. Imagine handing an ant a manual to an airplane or a spaceship and expecting it to comprehend it. Likewise, we often argue over theology, but God has told us that many things are beyond our understanding. Just take a second and think about God never beginning and never ending. Mind Blown! God gave us a manual to live by—the Bible—but we cannot grasp all its meaning without the help of the Holy Spirit.
“For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.” – 1 Corinthians 13:12
That’s why God says, “Without faith it is impossible to please Him.” – Hebrews 11:6. Walking with God is a walk of faith and trust—not asking why?, but learning to lean into His faithfulness and trusting He is directing your steps.
Instead of endless debates about theology, God calls us to love. “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.” – Mark 12:30 “The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.” – Mark 12:31
We are to love our neighbors as ourselves—which means we must also learn to love ourselves. He tells us not to worry, that He will work all things together for our good (Romans 8:28). Just as the birds do not worry, we are to trust Him. (Matthew 6:26)
With God, nothing is impossible (Luke 1:37). Just as a baby learns to walk and talk over time, we too are learning and growing in our faith. Babies place their complete trust in their parents—and we must place our trust in our Heavenly Father.
“Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.” – Matthew 18:3
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.” – Proverbs 3:5
In the Gospels, Jesus rebuked the Pharisees for debating and trying to trap Him in theological arguments. Instead, He emphasized love, faith, humility, and obedience.
We are instructed to “study to show yourself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.” – 2 Timothy 2:15
Our God is a great God. He knows the end from the beginning. He is the Alpha and Omega, all-knowing.
“Great is the Lord and most worthy of praise; His greatness no one can fathom.” – Psalm 145:3
Yet He loves us each individually. He knows the number of hairs on our head (Luke 12:7). His love is so vast we cannot even begin to imagine it (John 3:16). His grace, forgiveness, and heart for us are beyond our comprehension.
There is much we may never understand on this side of heaven. But one thing we do know: God is a good Father, and He has prepared something far greater than we can imagine for those who love Him.
by Christian International | May 7, 2025 | Articles
You may feel stuck… but what if this is actually growth?
When I was a child, I struggled in school. My two older brothers made straight A’s, but I had a hard time. Reading and comprehension didn’t come easily. It wasn’t until my sophomore year of high school that I was diagnosed with dyslexia. By then, I had already figured out how to get by—and with God’s grace, I graduated.
Because academics didn’t come naturally, I leaned into relationships and social skills. I remember a vivid moment in Bible college. My brother Tom, his girlfriend Jane (now wife), and I all studied hard for a test. We knew the material. But when the grades came back, they both received A’s—I got a D. I was devastated. I cried. I knew the answers—I just couldn’t process the written test the same way.
Even now, I still wrestle with fear when reading Scripture aloud during a sermon. That fear has tried to hold me back more than once.
But I take comfort in Moses’ story. When God called him, Moses responded, “I am not eloquent… I am slow of speech and of tongue” (Exodus 4:10, NKJV). God didn’t rebuke him—He reassured him. If God could use Moses with his limitations, He can use us too.
Over the years, I discovered that I’m more comfortable writing than speaking. I even wrote a book, Stewarding Your Best Life, and now I write articles to strengthen others in their walk with God. His strength truly is made perfect in our weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9).
Everyone Grows at a Different Pace
Not everyone learns the same way. Some things come easily to others, but that doesn’t mean you’re behind. We’re all growing—but we’re growing differently. That’s why Scripture tells us:
“Therefore encourage one another and build one another up…” —1 Thessalonians 5:11
“Judge not, that you be not judged.” —Matthew 7:1
Dyslexia taught me this personally. I don’t catch subtle hints. I take things literally. When people say, “You knew what I meant,” I often didn’t. I only knew what they said. It’s not rudeness—it’s wiring. God made me this way. And He equips each of us uniquely for the call on our life (Hebrews 13:21).
The Stages of Spiritual Growth
The rhythm of the Kingdom is this: bottom to top… and then back to the bottom again. But each time, at a higher level.
My mom wrote a book, God’s Tests Are Positive, that outlines the stages of growth in life—and it mirrors our spiritual journey so well.
- Baby Stage – You cry, and someone comes. No one expects maturity. Everything is done for you.
- Toddler Stage – Now you’re being trained. Throwing tantrums and making messes are no longer excused. Not rejection—it’s preparation.
- Kindergarten – You start learning how to sit still, listen, and pay attention.
- Elementary School – Tests are introduced. You take them, pass them, and advance. You’re taught the basics—like math. Then math gets harder. Same subject, different depth.
By 5th grade, you’re the top of the class. You feel confident, capable. But then comes…
- Middle School – And you’re back at the bottom. The rhythm resets. You learn to navigate more complexity—new social dynamics, new academic demands. Same subjects, but deeper content.
Then you rise again—until you’re the leader of the school—an 8th grader. Top dog.
- High School – But guess what? Freshman again. Bottom rung. New environment. New pressure. But also, new opportunity. Each level requires more of you, even if you’re covering familiar ground. Algebra becomes calculus. Reading becomes critical thinking. What used to stretch you now feels basic.
And when you graduate?
- College or Career – You start again. Freshman. Entry-level. Bottom of a new system. But this isn’t failure—it’s growth. It’s the rhythm of development. Bottom to top, over and over again. But every time, you’re going higher.
This is why the same lessons will revisit you in new ways. Because you’re not just repeating—you’re being refined. Trained. Elevated.
“Study to show yourself approved unto God…” —2 Timothy 2:15
“When I was a child, I spoke as a child… but when I became a man, I put away childish things.” —1 Corinthians 13:11
Be Encouraged—You’re Still Growing
No matter where you are—just starting, in transition, or leading—you’re still being transformed into the image of Christ (Romans 8:29). And that process often looks like being humbled… again.
If you’re struggling, you’re not disqualified. God provides help. He sends people. He uses tools. I rely on my team and technology to help me communicate. And there’s no shame in that. Iron sharpens iron (Proverbs 27:17).
Don’t let fear, shame, or comparison keep you from stepping into what God has called you to do. You may feel like you’re at the bottom—but you’re not stuck. You’re growing. You’re advancing to the next level.
“But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord,
are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory…” —2 Corinthians 3:18
This is the rhythm of Kingdom growth. From bottom to top… and higher every time.
by Christian International | Apr 2, 2025 | Articles
Finding Our True Identity in Christ
In today’s world, identity is a major topic of discussion. People often ask, “What do you identify as?” or “Where do you find your identity?” The concept of identity shapes how we see ourselves and how we interact with the world around us.
What is Identity?
The dictionary defines identity as “the distinguishing character or personality of an individual.” But as Christians, our identity is not rooted in worldly definitions—it is found in Christ. We are continually transitioning into His likeness and image (2 Corinthians 3:18).
Where Do We Find Our Worth?
It’s natural to find comfort and security in the roles we hold. Personally, I have found great joy and purpose in being a mother and grandmother. My family, my parents, brothers, children, and grandchildren—has been a source of stability and strength for me.
However, Jesus gives us a sobering reminder in Matthew 10:37:
“He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.”
This does not mean we should love our families any less, but rather, that our ultimate worth, security, and trust must be found in Christ alone.
Identity Built on the Fruit of the Spirit
Our character and identity as believers are shaped by the fruit of the Spirit:
“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.” — Galatians 5:22-23
Some people find their identity in wealth, success, or recognition. Others build their worth on titles and positions—whether in ministry or the corporate world. But being a pastor, evangelist, teacher, prophet, or apostle is not an identity; it is a calling. These roles are responsibilities given by God for the purpose of perfecting and equipping the saints for the work of the ministry. (Ephesians 4:11-12).
Likewise, positions such as CEO, manager, supervisor, or leader in any field can be blessings. However, if our security is found in promotions, financial success, or public acknowledgment, we will always be left wanting. Instead, we are called to do everything unto the Lord:
“And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men.” — Colossians 3:23
A Testimony of True Identity
My father, Bishop Bill Hamon, gave his life to Jesus at a small brush arbor meeting with just a few teenagers in an open field in Oklahoma. The woman who ministered that night may never have known the impact of her obedience. If her identity had been based on large crowds, financial support, or public recognition, she might have felt like a failure.
But because her identity was in Christ, her worth was found in His grace and mercy. And in the end, her reward in heaven will be just as great as my father’s—because she was faithful to her calling. This is the essence of finding our fulfillment in God rather than in earthly success.
You never know if that one person you are talking to and helping will change thousands of lives. God has called us to be obedient in the seemingly small things as much as the seemingly large more noticeable things. Obedience will help to form our character and our identity.
The Danger of Misplaced Identity
When we place our identity in people, fame, fortune, or material possessions—even in our families and mentors—we will inevitably face disappointment. These things are temporary, but our identity in Christ is eternal.
My True Identity
At the end of the day, I identify as a Christian—someone who is being transformed into the likeness and image of Christ. From glory to glory, I seek to reflect His character through the fruit of the Spirit in my life.
May we all find our true identity, worth, security, and purpose in Him alone.
